Last night I had an emotional break down. A few key things triggered it, but overall it was due to a lot of stuff building up around me. I have been booking myself way too tight for the past month. Its killing me & I need to change it. I've been reassessing some things and I've had a couple beautiful opportunities fall into my lap today when I was still feeling so down and confused.
Things are bouncing back up now. Its going to be a few days before I know for certain - building in the right direction is encouraging though. I hate that I had to break down to such a low point before I was able to build back up though. I mean, I'm not out of the woods yet. But I'm getting there for certain. I need to practice things from Nina's class to keep my emotional and mental health in better shape. I'm loads better than I used to be, but I still have work to do.
Today at work - for the first time ever since I started on June 5 - I was busy all day long until right around 5p when I finally completed what I had been working on. Thats right, one big project that took up the whole day! Craziness. And I have a respectable pile of stuff to do later in the week. AND I'm going to be in the field the next two days! What is this nonsense?! I don't really mind it, honestly. The day passed SO much quicker. I usually get to 1:30p and beg for the arrival of 5:30p but time never passes quick enough. I only had a half hour to whittle away today. Not too shabby at all!
|A preview of hopeful things to come|
|NOT looking forward to this week/weekend however!!|